If you could see into my mind, would you be afraid?
Would you run? Or be so kind to locate where it’s made.
Day and night at any time, the thoughts begin to wade.
More than one they form a line and cut me like a blade.
If you could dive into my soul, would you comprehend?
Would you hear? Or be too whole to try and understand.
Black and blue I’ve played my role while sadness held my hand.
We can share but wind will blow our dreams built on the sand.
If you could swim inside my heart would you disapprove?
Would you smile? Or be too smart to have yourself to lose.
Loving laughing from the start, if only life was smooth.
Worth my while but souls apart, so silence I now choose.
Swiftly dream and softly sigh, exhale the tainted bliss.
Can you hold my fragile life with joy to reminisce?
Waiting, waiting, terrified that maybe I might miss.
So I begin to rectify myself from all of this.
Written by Kadeen